A New Start

People said that life is like a roller coaster.It's true bcs everyone will face their ups and downs on their life and somehow they are unexpected or we can say it as..a surprise.

Some of us might not be ready yet for receiving those but what's life without ups and downs?It's nothing and unchallenging ! When we're facing our happy moments,we always feel like we want to live in it forever,but once we're feeling so desperate,it feels like we want to break down or even deciding to suicide.

I've been through that..a few months ago.I cried a lot and it distracted everything,starting from my emotion,mind,habit,until my score.I felt super pathetic and felt like my feet weren't able to touch the ground,i felt like the world rotated way too fast and i couldn't focus or even concentrate at what i was doing.

It was the toughest moment of 2013.It was all just because of that common yet ridiculous teenager problem.Love.

Everything was not as usual as it was before..Several things changed quite a lot.And by that time,lots of problems strucked me down.Like between seniors,classmates,or even my family.It was super crazy.It seemed like everything was not normal at all since the day I broke up with that special someone.

But by 2014,I've realized that..Here's a new start,I might think that it's not normal,but by this second,it's a new normal to me.We should not think about the past,bcs once we think about that,we wont be focusing about our future.Stop worrying and believe that God has better plans ahead.Those plans are suppposed to get better and better.Learn from the past and remember that life goes on !